Incident Report

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The Incident
One year ago today, someone rear ended me.  I'd prefer to call him a boob but I also know that we all make mistakes. It was just unfortunate I suffered from one of his.  I could see he was not paying attention, however, I was behind a stopped vehicle and was unable to move from the situation.  Aside from what many think, I didn't tense up the neck. I hadn't been in a situation like this before and didn't realize how fast he was actually going or know the intensity of what was about to happen.  I did brace my core with the confidence that I would use those muscles as my 'breaks' when the s$#!t hit the fan (aka contact).  With my seatbelt on, the contact jerked my head back at first then flung it forward and hit the vehicle in front and jerked back for forward 2 more times until I could collect myself. I was shooken up but thankful that I could walk out of the car. The car was drivable just to get home and for the next 24 hours I just let my body absorb what had just happened. It was my husband's birthday so it put a little damper on any celebration.

The Experience
After 48 hours, the real pain kicked in.  This is where the learning and experiencing took place. Prior to this, I rarely ever got a headache, let alone a migraine. And hadn't had any cervical spine issues before. I pride myself on taking good care of myself and feeling strong inside and out but this was an extremely challenging experience (especially as a Pilates instructor and personal trainer for a living!).   The theme for the year (and will be in life moving forward) - gratitude!

I kept thinking I would be good to go in 4 weeks (little did I know!)  The first few, I felt like a bobblehead.  Over the next few months, taking a walk down the street was hit or miss because even lite jarring and pressure on the head from every step I took, would cause pain in the neck and head.  My appetite was minimal, I believe for a few reasons. Misalignment and/or trama to the cervical spine (for example a migrane) may make you nauseous.  My body was needing alot of rest to heal (physically and mentally) and food wasn't high on the priority list. The foods I did eat were soft foods. The less I chewed, the less pressure on my head.  And as always, I use food as medicine. It took about 6-8 weeks before I could begin to strengthen my core because earlier then that, I would feel it in my cervical spine and it would create pain in the head and neck (definitely something that I would avoid at all costs).  I developed  deeper knowledge to special populations in these cases or similar issues.  I taught my classes and clients verbally during that time too and very slowly began the strengthening process. First, my body had to begin the healing process before the strengthening.  It took some time to understand how you can strain muscles in your head like spraining an ankle but instead its you head! And it takes ALOT longer!

Back to Some Business
I was thankful for business at that time, but also wasn't looking to add onto my clientele for the first 4 months. I gave myself those months to relax, meditate, get treatment (2-3 times a week) and knew I would kick it into a higher gear in February knowing I had alot going on in March.  I was very mindful of my body, mind, spirit (and still am)!

Treatments
My 'primary' practitioner through this process has been Patrick Purdue, DOM.  I got regular massages from Robin Bruce and on any given day, although it made me feel good, the massage may have been too stimulating on my head and would sometimes trigger a light headache for the rest of the day or following.  I had no idea how sensitive that area can be!  Occassionally, I would take Head and Neck Suppport from Planetary Herbals and liquid Traumeel drops in my water daily for joint and muscle pain.  I received acupuncture from Linda Nash Stevenson of Lifeforce Acupuncture.  My physical therapist, Joe Millen, of Impact Health and Performance is incredible and knows how I like to understand what's going on.   Other (spiritual treatments) I received occasionally were from Lisa Seward, Body Talk, Cathleen Miller of Nature Spirit Holistics and, currently, Nicole Longwell of Longwell Massage for lymphatic drainage, cranial and any other massage techniques my body needs and wants.  The first few months, the left side of my body suffered more of the trauma. Then, eventually the right side. (I am still working on it although much better).

Recovery
Over time, I started walking longer distances with ample rest time (a day or two) for my 'head' to recover (more muscular, still seems wierd to me!).  I even realized, after my walks, using Dr. Bronner's Peppermint and Tea Tree Soap when showering was actually too stimulating for my head and caused more pain although other times it was healing. As I started to walk more brisk or add in a bike ride, I  would ice my head and neck after exercise.  Then, I began walking with a little pep in my step - I call it Dance Walking!  I began light strength training and adding in light movement on a trampoline, beginning with 30 seconds on a light bounce. When it was time to try jogging, I would begin with 15-30 second, very light, jogging with a walk. I would do that one or two times and allow my body to recover the next day or two and do it again. After a week or so, I would do 3-4 intervals.  Then, eventually the intervals were 30 secs, then 1 minute.  A very slow process because I didn't want to feel a headache!  As I increased my exercise and started introducing more movements (4 months later such as kicking the soccer ball around), I strained certain muscles that had never been an issue before. This, to me, was a weakness all around and a reminder how long it takes to heal.  I have learned to be very smart about pushing my body just enough, then allowing it to rest in order to recover.  Speaking of rest, it was challenging to rest on the part of my body that was in pain - my head!  Not sure how people with regular headaches do it, but my whole head would hurt and lying down didn't necessarily feel better.  At night, I had to sleep on my back with my head straight. I did invest in a Neck Roll Pillow - the best $10 I'd spent!  After about 8 months, I was able to sleep in other positions (on my belly with neck/head turned to one side!) however that pillow still used either for neck support or underneath my knees for back support.

The end of the story is, there is no end. I continue to be aware of my posture and alignment or misalignment and try to get some type of treatment before it happens or just as it surfaces.  Please be aware of YOUR posture.  You don't need to be in an accident to be out of whack! It could be your patterns and you may be unaware of them. Please be mindful of your body and mind from the inside out and grateful for every day!

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